17. HAVINGNESS GOALS
Based on the idea that there was an earlier actual GPM series used in the magic universe, I tried to map out what it might be.
The actual goals of this universe seem to be oriented towards beingness ("to be intelligent" etc.). It seemed to me that the magic universe goals would be havingness oriented. So I tried to list out "Who or what am I trying to have". The list went on and on, to about 500 items. I kept going because charge seemed to be coming off and I was feeling good about doing it, but it was not really a valid listing question because it did not go to a single item. Near the end, various items began to rocket read (not all items, which would mean that the correct item had been bypassed, but rather, specific items developed a clean and consistent RR when called).
I did various corrections and cleanups and ended up with a set of about a dozen RRing items that were each valid answers to the question. I realized that they had a sequence to them and could be dated (between 100 and 1000 trillion years ago) and had been lived in sequence. When I arranged these, I found more that belonged in between and came up with the following series of goals.
These are listed from earliest (1087 trillion years ago) to the most recent (113 trillion years ago).
1. TO HAVE FANTASTIC SURPRISES
2. TO HAVE BEAUTIFUL SPACES
3. TO HAVE THRILLING GAMES
4. TO HAVE PASSIONATE LOVES
5. TO HAVE EXCITING ADVENTURES
6. TO HAVE GRAND POSSESSIONS
7. TO HAVE PURE PLEASURE
8. TO HAVE DELIGHTFUL SNACKS (MEALS)
9. TO HAVE PRETTY THINGS
10. TO HAVE PLEASANT SENSATIONS
11. TO HAVE INTERESTING EXPERIENCES
12. TO HAVE EXTRAORDINARY ABILITIES
13. TO HAVE DIVINE KNOWLEDGE
14. TO HAVE WONDROUS ENERGY
15. TO HAVE FANTASTIC EXCITEMENT
16. TO HAVE AESTHETIC BODIES
Ron once mentioned an item "To Have Unlimited Wealth" which feels like it belongs in the same series (but not in this section of the pattern). There is probably a top goal which might be something like having the entire universe or all of creation. If this is like the current actual GPM series, then there are a lot more of these goals in the pattern.
I can't say for sure how this fits in. It is uncertain whether these are from the magic universe or earlier. It is uncertain whether this is really a series of actual goals or just an implant. It is given here as a note for future research.
I also tried this with DOINGNESS GOALS. That gave me much more trouble and was pretty mucked up. I also tried various attempts to list items (terminal-opterms) for these various goals without coming up with any patterns that I was really satisfied with. But I did eventually come up with a number of doingness goals that formed a back and forth goal oppose pattern. Again I'm not sure what it means or if it has any significance, but I'll include it here as an aid to future research. The pattern was:
1. TO LEVITATE (or "to be able"?) 2. TO BE A GOOD MEMBER OF SOCIETY 3. TO OVERTHROW CIVILIZATION 4. TO HAVE A NICE SOCIETY 5. TO DO WONDERFUL THINGS 6. TO GET AWAY FROM IT ALL 7. TO BE LOVED 8. TO HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH ANYBODY 9. TO BE CARED FOR 10. TO ESCAPE 11. TO BE ADMIRED 12. TO BE UNNOTICED 13. TO BE RESPECTED 14. TO NOT BE BOTHERED 15. TO BE ACCEPTED 16. TO MAKE THEM LEAVE ME ALONE
Note that I casually try out listing questions without worrying about getting in trouble. It's not like having somebody else jam a listing question down your throat. If your confront on the area is good enough to let you think up the question, and your skill level is high enough to do it in a clean manner, then you don't get overwhelmed or sick. Either you discover right away that its a wrong question and just gives a jumbled up mess and abandon it as an incorrect action, or it lists cleanly and simply (with a short list) and you find out something. Only rarely have I run into things like the above which sort of ran but didn't quite run cleanly and left me scratching my head. I suspect that this came from taking a half right angle of approach into something that was still heavily charged.
People who have not spent years working at this will probably have a lot more charge and a lot less sense at the right ways to approach things. Therefore I would advise against playing around with untried listing questions until you are very far along and ready to break new ground.